Haha, OK, I just realized the error of my own thinking, maybe I should just delete the post. I don't know, who knows maybe someone else out there will have the same question (probably not lol). Anyway, I think my question actually does not make any sense, because if I bought and sold to myself, I would not move the price since in order to move the price down or up, I have to buy up the liquidity or sell to down the ladder of existing bids. If I am buying and selling to myself on the bid, then it would just be a net zero change in liquidity and thus not move the price at all. In other words, I wouldn't eat up any existing liquidity because I would be adding to liquidity at the same time and by the same amount, I am taking it away. So, anyway, just had a bit of a light bulb go off in my head right after I posted that question.
and yes, btw, I am a doofus haha!